I am Margaret Collins, sixty-two years old. Last night my son, Daniel, str:uck me. He had shouted before—many times—yet this was the first time his hand connected hard enough to leave a metallic taste in my mouth. I didn’t call anyone. I didn’t cry out. I braced myself against the kitchen counter as he stormed out, slamming the door with the petulance of a teenager rather than a thirty-four-year-old man.
This morning, I rose before sunrise, as I always do. My cheek was swollen, but I covered it carefully with makeup and fastened my pearl earrings. I spread the lace tablecloth my mother gave me when I married and prepared a full Southern breakfast—biscuits, sausage gravy, buttered grits, scrambled eggs, and bacon cooked just right. I brought out the china we reserve for Christmas and Easter.